Yesterday I Ran Out of Spoons

*That photo isn’t dancing; it’s cringing in pain in various positions, screaming out, “God, why!” **Run screaming now if you’re squeamish or don’t care about chronic conditions and pain. And this is why. Here’s everything you never wanted to know about my conditions: 1. Endometriosis: Except giving birth was relatively easy (even though they ended […]

Fighting Back

Trigger Warning: talk of rape, assault, and abuse below. If you’d rather read my happier stuff, wait a couple days and I’ll be back to posting about my characters and books. I simply needed to get this off my chest due to a wonderful, revealing, and barely traumatizing conversation I had with my current partner […]

Emotional Intelligence (A Cuil Contemplation)

Part of my intense annoyance with films is because I’m aromantic. The sappy stuff that normally excites everyone else bores me if it doesn’t confuse me. But a large part of that annoyance stems from a much deeper, more insidious issue. I notice it because I’m already a sinister weirdo (by sinister I mean left-handed; […]